to the woman i love!!!

to the world you may just be 1person

but to 1person you may be the world...

i dont know if you understand it or not but it seems your my everything now...

the perfect person that i felt has fit into my life and has become part of me...

i dunno if im gonna be ok or not but i really want you...

i wish i can have u now, always and forever...

i dunno what can be done to tell you how much u mean to me...

but i guess you already know it...

and if u dont i hope you do now...

to some people distance will always hinder them but i never felt so...

i trust u with all my heart and with everything...

to me like what i've said b4...

distance never seperates 2hearts that really care...

im gonna be there for you now and always...

i hope you would do the same as well...

a new begining in an a-pex university...

i've now spent a week in usm...

the 1st week was pretty much boring...

maybe because im just not in the mood or what...

but neverless its a new kick start for me...

the next chapter of my life.. uni life...

i can pretty much say nothing's fun has happen...

the games is damn lame or boring...

the cheer is stupid... i dunno whyh we win the cheering competition also...

i felt its so lame... just shout all the way and at the end of th day got no voice!

thats the probally de best thing that has happen thus far...

im still worried of my health...

my heart is not in USM also...

for ur information its in UUM...

man i dunno whats gonna turn up comes august or november and 4years later...

im scared and worried...

i guess its gonna stay lidat for the time being...

nothing could be done i guess...

like i've heard and seen in 'the secret'...

love is the greatest medicine...

i guess i've found love this time...

i hope it stays... now, always and forever!

till den i guess this is all from me...

im probably gone and she is leaving...

this will be probably be my last post for a while...

im going to usm already while your leaving for uum...

as i drove u home i felt very sad...

its an unexplainable feeling...

i dont even know what to tell you...

all i can say is thanks, sorry and goodbye...

people says men never cry... 

but i felt i am not  man enough to say that i never cried for things like this...

i made such a big mistake and it had haunt me back now...

there is nothing you or i can do...

for i can just say thanks for being there for me these past few months...

i can tell u its some of the best moments i have had in life...

maybe u dont feel it but i feel so at least...

i will be there for u for as long as i can...

but i dunno how long i'll last...

i wanna last till u say YES to me...

but i felt time is never on my side right now...

even billionairs cant buy time so what about me...

so much for a simple mistake...

all i can tell u is i've love u all i can and while i can...

nothing can be done...

for when the time comes i'll be gone...

u still have your life to live on...

maybe i can view you from somewhere else...

like the story we hheard from toastmaster...

that story... really explains what i felt just like that boy...

maybe im gonna be in that position soon...

i dunno but all i can tell u is thanks and I LOVE YOU A LOT...

i really really do with all my heart...

thanks, goodbye and all the best to you...

u might not know that today might probably be our last outing...

neverless i had lots of fun and i hope you do too...

at least if tomorrow never comes...

u know what im gonna say to you... 

im signing off...

and i can tellu from the bottom of my heart that your de star that trully brighten up the darkest sky im looking at...

for that i owe you...

thanks and love you!

its been a while since i blog things up...

Its been a while since i blog something up...

i guess i was busy...

these days i have been going out with her practically everyday...

i guess im gonna miss her lots when she's gone...

honestly i feel we're gonna be far apart...

but to look on a bright side we're just 2hours apart only...

as in the journey to her universities just take 2hours nia...

its something good... very good... hehe...

kinda glad that its nearby... 

hmmm... but hey... 

distance never really seperates two hearts that trully cares...

for our memories spans the miles and in a second we're there...

hehe... goin into universities is like a new chapter in life...

i hope what happen on february never come backs to haunt me...

im thinkin positive for now for she've convince me to do so...

thats just a simple example of how much she had change me...

all i need to do now is continue living my normal life...

next saturday we're gonna be seperated already...

i really wish for more time with her honestly...

i dowan that day to come...

how i wish there is not 24hours a day... perhaps 30 would be nice...

hahaha... anyways i guess im very happy with whats coming into my life right now...

before i finish writing, i would like to congratulate all my form 6 friends who got into their respective universities and got their respective course...

all the best n good bless u guys...

take care and till we meet again... =)

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

you are the sun 
you are my life
and your the last thing on my mind before I go to
sleep at night
you're always round when I'm in need
when troubles on my mind you put my soul at ease
there is no one in this world, who could love me like
you do
that is the reasons that I wanna spend forever with you

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

we`ve had our fun
and we've made mistakes
but who'd have guessed along the road we'd learn to 
give and take
it's so much more than i could have dreamed, I could 
have dreamed
cause you make loving you so easy for me
there is no one in this world, who could love me like you do
that is the reason that I wanna spend forever with you

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart  
and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

and girl I pray you leave me never

cos this is the world where lovers often go astray 
but if we love each other we won't go that way
so put your doubts aside
do what it takes to make it right
cos i love you forever no one can tear us apart.

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never 
even if you took my heart  and 
tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never 
even if you took my heart and
tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

have you ever??? yes i certainly do have in you...

Have you ever loved somebody so much 
It makes you cry? 
Have you ever needed something so bad 
You can't sleep at night? 
Have you ever tried to find the words 
But they don't come out right? 
Have you ever? 

Have you ever? 

Have you ever been in love 
Been in love so bad 
You'd do anything 
To make them understand? 
Have you ever had someone 
Steal your heart away? 
You'd give anything 
To make them feel the same? 
Have you ever searched for words 
To get you in their heart 
But you don't know what to say 
And you don't know where to start? 



Have you ever found the one 
You've dreamed of all your life? 
You'd do just about anything 
To look into their eyes? 
Have you fin'ly found the one 

You've given your heart to 
Only to find that one 
Won't give their heart to you? 
Have you ever closed your eyes and 
Dreamed that they were there 

And all you can do is wait 
For that day when they will care? 




What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby? 
What do I gotta say to get to your heart 
To make you understand 
How I need you next to me? 
Gotta get you in my world 
'Cause, baby, I can't sleep 



Have you ever?

i really dunno what to do next...

at this very moment i cant tell how much i felt for her...

because there was no words to describe it...

there is just no words that u tell out how much she meant to me...

seriously... like i have seen from a display message in my friends msn...

"to say u'll love someone your entire life is like to be a candle that will keep burning as long as you live"

 i felt i can be the candle... but i dunno how long b4 it will not burn anymore...

haih... i dunno what to do or what to expect rite now...

im clueless, speechless, lost of step... 

i have no idea what to do now...